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jupiter__green @ 2007-03-02T22:23:00

2007-03-03T03:26:02Z

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jupiter__green @ 2007-02-16T20:58:00

2007-02-17T02:12:58Z

I went to Megacon for the sole purpose of seeing Tim Buckley.

That's sounds pretty creepy right?

So immediately after I get my picture and my autograph I start texting it to everyone I can think of, Im that excited. Like, totally stoked being the word, right.

Okay.

I completely admire Tim, as a fan of the comic and as uhm..what would the word be? I really look up to his dedication and all of the work he's done, he's sort of like an idol. I can sit around drawing my stuff, doing my thing and know that's it's not useless. Kind of like, there are still people out there doing what they love. I really liked that, doing what you love, he's doing what he loves. I can respect that. And I really love Ctrlaltdel, I've been with it since it started, I don't know how much that says. But wow, it was really cool. Kind of like earth shattering for me, I saved my paycheck and all of my babysitting money JUST to go to this. It's like on the same scale I'd rate Stan Lee with my Marvel Zombie meter.

I mean, wow.
Standing next to someone you REALLY look up to. Not necessarily aspire to be, but in general, it's kind of like a hero. I don't know.
But it was really cool. I was so freaking, unbelievably excited.

Yeah, I can't even come close to a decent description.

P.S
I got a really cool spiderman ring today and I also found my Icarus comics.

Today, was fantastic.

Even though Alex decided to be a douche for half of it.

jupiter__green @ 2007-02-06T23:38:00

2007-02-07T04:43:42Z

The Grudge 2 blows.

I really, do not want to get into it right now.

I'll just say that Im sure somebody, somewhere, contemplated suicide well into the first hour of that abomination of the flim industry.

The acting was on par with what they show you during the DARE program, and that's giving them the benefit of the doubt. The plot was a horrible attempt at being confusing and deep. The "scary" scenes weren't even worth the money payed. They came in intervals of about 2 minutes each, ruining it entirely. The first time you're like "holy shit", then 23rd it's kind of "mmm, yep. There she is. Riiiight there."

The ONLY part of the movie I truly enjoyed was the very end. Where Aubrey is put directly into Kayako's position. That part was really sad, in my honest opinion. Having your neck snapped, knowing your son just saw the whole thing, only to be killed moments later.
I can understand her "grudge".

But still,
the movie sucked shit.

Leave it to Americans to fuck up the good stuff.

jupiter__green @ 2007-02-02T21:06:00

2007-02-03T02:08:13Z

The day before my 8 hour orientation, not only do I start my period, I start those hellish cramps as well.

This, is going to be fun.

And I say that honestly, because for this "business" like occaision, I bought a pinstripe suit.

Yeaaahhh.

jupiter__green @ 2007-02-01T21:59:00

2007-02-02T03:01:13Z

I've noticed that I neglect my good friends for the sake of trying to get close to less admirable ones.

Im really sorry.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-25T22:12:00

2007-01-26T03:23:37Z

HAPPY WINTEREENMAS!!!

Get comfy in the warm glow of you tv sets, get close to your consoles and friends and enjoy all that video games have brought into our lives.

Im moving to Daytona next year.
That promises to be exciting.
The beach, ice skating rinks and open air malls.

Sounds like my own little piece of Anaheim.

And I go in Saturday to get my ID made and to pick up my schedule.
>>exciiiiiteddddd.
My aunt Shannon is taking me.
Im pretty happy I get to start during a slow time of the year, so I can get steady on my feet before the rush. And even then, there isn't a HUGE rush. Im working in one of the stores at Typhoon Lagoon, not a food place thankyou lord. Just stuff, general stuff. But Typhoon Lagoon isn't anywhere near the equivilance to Magic Kingdom or something. So you know, Im pretty confindent about this. Not that I wasn't already, but now even more so.
Im just excited to gain a bit more independance.
Do you have any idea how long I've wanted to carry around my own bank card, go to an ATM and pull out my own money?
It's not an accomplished feeling, I just feel caged when I can't do for myself, so to speak.

I digress.
Im still 16.
I still want my mommy.
Just not as much as before.
<3family

First paycheck pays off my computer bills, $180.
Yes, MY bills.
<333333
my bills my bills my bills my bills.
They're all mine.
You can't pay them.
Because they're mine.
Alllllll mine.

Then I get to paint my room.
Pics when Im done :D
And pics in process.
Because Justin Cambra and Mallory are helping. Brent possibly if he still wants to, maybe Justin Neilson IF HE SHOWS UP and my little sister Ashley will probably jump in on it.

Im uber excited.
I have the design laid out and everything.

I tried considering a Rubrik's cube part of a Wintereenmas celebration, maybe a RTS game. But no, fuck this. This, is not a freaking game. It is an unholy curse from the beast we know as the desolate one.

Yeah, okay.
Saw 3 sucked.
Lots of gore though. I've never seen bones being splintered through someone's body before.
I'll see about Texas Chainsaw Massacre The Beginning some other time. I still need to watch RvB.

And I totally found Short Circuit on DVD!

I am teh done.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-23T20:20:00

2007-01-24T01:20:24Z

Disney called me back.
:D
I go in to get my ID made and my schedule on Saturday at 11am.
I work in merchandising at Typhoon Lagoon.
Idk if it'll be all Im expecting it to be, but it sounds exciting.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-21T21:08:00

2007-01-22T02:22:13Z

I got yelled at for looking for jobs other than what's within a 5 mile radius.
I never got a callback from anywhere else.
Disney called me back.
It's not 5 miles away.
(they're just going to have to deal with it)

I found a good home for that cat.
After getting screamed at for it.
Now Tony holds it against me.

Holly ripped her nail clear out of her foot then literally gushed blood ALL over me.
Now her foot doesn't hurt her anymore.
Now I can't get the blood out of my jeans.

I can paint my room.
But there's a strong chance of us moving in September.

I have the money to buy the paint.
Buuuuuuuuuuuut that whole moving thing...

My mom is out of the hospital and doing really well.
She and Tony have been battling everything out since.

Tim Buckley is going to be at Megacon.
I probably can't go.

Yeah, no good comes without bad. But this is fucking ridiculous.
Im pissed at Mallory for freaking out when I even touch her things at her house, but coming to mind and doing as she pleases.
Im pissed that she's pissed people call her my clone. I don't TELL them to call her that. Maybe if she'd stop taking everything I come up with and repeating it until it dies, they'd stop picking on her.
Im pissed about her acting like her life is just oh so difficult.
Im pissed at my mom and Tony for fighting like this.
Im pissed that I wasn't here the two times Disney called for me because evidently, no one is capable of travelling without me.
Im pissed at Tony's ex.
Im pissed at my lack of patience and excess of stress.
Im pissed that Im stuck here when I need to be elsewhere.
Im pissed that my room isn't how I want it.
Im pissed that my assignment for art isn't finished.
Im pissed at everyone for being so unreasonable.

Im just all around pissed, just in general. Im pissed.

FYI
my life isn't difficult, it's just not going very well right now.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-19T22:39:00

2007-01-20T03:39:47Z

Here's my situation.
There's this cat that's been roaming around my neighborhood for a month now. He's really sweet, I sit on the ground and he comes over on his own and falls asleep right in my lap. He just curls up right then and there. You can cuddle him and love on him and he just loves all of it. He doesn't claw, he doesn't bite, and I pick him up and carry him everywhere and I've never heard anything but happiness out of this cat. It looks like it's maybe a year old, or a little bit older. He's an orange tabby, with white boots. Im totally in love with this cat, but my mom said I can't keep him. We don't have the money, and we have enough animals already. I can't willingly put him out on the streets and be morally content with myself. I can't bring him to a shelter, because I know for a fact that no kill shelters only go for dogs since there are so many cats.
I found some fliers, missing orange tabby cat. So I called, they came by and said it wasn't theirs.

You like animals, and I know you're not big on cats. But maybe if your mom will let you, consider it?

I don't know, I've been in tears for the past hour or so because I don't want to put him out unless he's got a good home to come into.

He's sleeping in a pile of my hoodies right now.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-18T22:35:00

2007-01-19T03:40:23Z

Hi, I feel bad for being all annoyed.
But seriously,
I designed my room.
I mean, I put it all together. Picked out the colors, painted it myself, came up with the entire idea for it.
And putting a picture of yourself online that you took in MY room and let people believe that it's yours, pisses me off.

It was kind of like when someone took pictures I had of myself on myspace and used them on their own.
Or used a drawing I did for them and told people they did it.

Yeah, it pisses me off.

My mom is doing really well, she's walking and eating and all of that jazz.

My stomach hurts, I think I might have pink eye and I just all around don't feel good.
But I cleaned all day.
So my house is beautiful.
Except for my room.
Damn dogs.
But I love them<3.

Im repainting my room!

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-17T21:41:00

2007-01-18T02:43:55Z

My mom got her surgery and she's doing wonderfully :D

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-14T20:59:00

2007-01-15T01:59:48Z

Tonight was actually the last night I have to leave and do something, because I have to stay home after my mom's surgery, and I spent it eating Cheez-its, on the floor, watching Spiderman 2.

People are welcome to come over while Im here. I mean, Im totally encouraging it. I'll be waiting, for around 3 months.

justaslacker237: so what are you gonna do then?
heyy space cadet: sit online and complain about having nothing to do.

Im not in a good mood, I feel sort of expendable for whatever reason or another, I have a fucking headache, my mom won't tell me the risks for her surgery because she knows Im already worried enough and I can't get the dye out of this goddamn hoodie.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-14T16:15:00

2007-01-14T21:29:39Z

Im done with peoples' shit for the day.

My mom goes in for surgery this Tuesday.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-11T21:14:00

2007-01-12T02:24:39Z

Test tomorrow.
grarrr.

Nothing is really going on. I've felt sick lately, there's a long weekend coming up. I've been steadily drawing one character over and over for the past month. Im getting good at him.

Oh, and Incubus.
Brandon Boyd has a beautiful, beautiful voice.
I've been on an Incubus kick, it inspires things. And makes me think of Ctrl-Alt-Del, idk why.

Here's something Im looking forward to.

RANGER DANGER AND THE DANGER RANGERS.

Whoo, Kevin Smith.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-09T21:20:00

2007-01-10T02:38:20Z

Brandan says I have a tan.

I bought Mars Attacks today for 6 bucks.
And now I want Say Anything for 12 from Borders thnx.

Yeah, Im materialistic when it comes to my movies, comics, and video games. It's a neverending "I WANT THAT", but whatever. It's my money that Im blowing, so bugger off. All of you.

I found a hoodie yesterday in Draw 2.
And I wanted to take it and dye it orange. But Mrs. Adolph is so nice and I was dreading the "Im not mad, Im just disappointed" speech, so I left it there. I came back today, and it was still there. If someone wanted that hoodie back, they'd have taken it. It was sad, lonely and unloved. I gave it a home.

Putting in an application tomorrow. Getting a job would be a lot easier if I were 18. And trying to figure out my fucked up little credits situation.
Situation being, I just noticed that I've pretty much taken and passed the same core classes for 3 years. So I have a shitload of credits, just not the ones I need. My counselor said it was because I switched schools. Albeit, some of those lost credits that I just outright don't have are due to my own laziness, I don't deny it. So I've figured out this.

At the moment, I have 13.5 credits. I THINK. If Im wrong, I'll find out tomorrow. I had 4.5 credits my Freshman year, walked out of my sophmore year with 5.5 OR just 5. Maybe 4, idk. I've made 4 credits so far because I failed photography (thank god that class is DONE. That man should NOT be teaching, especially when EVERYONE has failed his class so far) and Biology because Im lazy.

So those are my credits. I know what I need, as of now. If I pass everything this semester, I should be set.

I need 2 science credits, my English 1 credit, P.E and LMS still. So next year my schedule will contain
English 4
Sociology
P.E
LMS
Portfolio
Enviromental Science

That's for the year, then in night school Im planning on making up my English 1 credit, a science credit and maybe Algebra 2. I don't HAVE to take Algebra 2, but idk maybe I will.

If I can get all of that done next year, I'll be safe. Right.
Im going in tomorrow to talk to Mr Perotti and see if I can enroll in an online class for the final semestar. If I can, good lord that would be a big help. Im really avoiding Summer school, but if I have to I will. Most of my friends are seniors and planning on leaving the state for college, I want to cram in some time before they go. That or they're taking me with them. One or the other.

Tales from the slacker.
The chick that still hides comic books behind her class books during class.
Still holds a DS in her lap during those class films.
And still places her sketchbook and artistic ability above parabolas.

Yeah,
if I had kids like me,
I don't know whether I'd laugh or cry.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-06T21:08:00

2007-01-07T02:09:50Z

I bought the Marvel Encyclopedia today.
"The Definitive Guide To The Characters of the Marvel Universe"

And I was so excited.
UNTIL I REALIZED THAT ICARUS WAS NOT INCLUDED IN THOSE PROFILES.
They just 'mentioned' him in the new X-Men lineup, they didn't even give him a title or show a picture, he was mentioned in the paragraph.

He was my favorite D:
They even had his brother and sisters in there D:

I should write a strongly worded letter to the company.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-05T23:41:00

2007-01-06T04:57:01Z

Alright,
Im in a better mood.

Just out of nowhere he wants to be a total ass.
And now my mom is sleeping in my room because he was like that towards her too.
And Trace and Troy are in her room, playing a video game on high volume.
Which Im guessing is the cause of the argument. Since he's got this "my boys do no wrong" idea in his head.
They cause a lot of fights.
They don't listen.
Well scratch it, Troy doesn't listen. Trace is fine.
I threatened to shove his shoes down his throat. Both, at the same time. Because I fell over them, he left them in front of the front door.
He's going to either bite the bullet and listen for a change, realize he DOESN'T make the rules, or Im going to make his life hell. And his daddy and his mommy won't do shit about it, they won't be able to. I WON'T see MY mom suffer because of his selfishness.

Fucking hell,
mom said "well they're from the woods"
and Travis said that's where they should have been left.

I went to Mallory's house and tapped on her window, which scared her half to death. Kind of funneh. Her mom doesn't like me because I wear perfume, use conditioner in my hair and I watch rated R movies. I guess it makes me a bad person, and apparently I "control" her. Mallory will trip on Acid because of me D:.

Quotes!

My Psychology teacher is amazing.
He was talking about cloning, and gave this example of your heart giving out due to defective genes, extra or less chromosome, whatever. And how they could extract it, edit it, then put it in a pig and grow you a whole new heart. Then he said
"and how awesome would that be!? You get a whole new heart, and bacon!"

Then we had to do this thing where we had to decide who was going to die out of 15 people, we could only keep 7 people and we had to repopulate the earth in this post-nuclear war era. Some girl decided to kill off the 8 yr old and he said
"....you're going to Hell"

And random other funny things.

My grade in History is a 66.6%, I can't remember if I said that before or not. But it made me laugh sooo hard.

I was transferred into Draw 2 because Mrs. Swenk said I'd be bored in Draw 1.
w00t.
Im loving it already. The teacher is great.

I feel stressed tonight.
And Im PMSing.
Great.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-05T21:55:00

2007-01-06T02:57:25Z

Well.
Mom's boyfriend pretty much just told me to get the hell out of my own house.

Justin and I postponed the disneyday and movieday till next weekend because his friend is moving states away this weekend or week.

Jay MIGHT come over tomorrow. idk.
Im calling him at 1 to find out.

Travis is heeere.
:D

Im asking Mallory to spend the night. The whole GTFO thing kind of ruined my mood and I feel like company.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-03T21:37:00

2007-01-04T02:46:22Z

Im too awesome for Draw 1, so they put me in Draw 2 for the new semester.
And Im taking Psych2.
Annnnddddd
my grades.
I passed most everything (save for Photography) by the skin of my nose.
And in History, my grade was a
66.6% average.
KICKASS.

I came home and died.
Well.

Those of you who know me, know I get some hellish cramps. Those who don't probably read this and go "psh, whatever. whiner" but honestly, I can't even describe the amount of pain I was in from 2:30 to roughly 8. I couldn't move because it moves down my legs and I squirm a lot because it hurts so freaking bad. You know how that works, if you hurt enough and it won't go away, you squirm. Or at least I do. I couldn't walk to get painkillers and I totally flipped on my mom because she wouldn't answer her fucking phone because she was too busy talking to her friends. I mean, god. It hurt so bad. I don't know what to say. I finally got a shower, or a bath with pretty much scalding hot water and I could hardly feel it, I was so out of it. I got out and just layed on the bathroom floor for a while because I felt so weak after that too. I finally ended up in my room, all nekkid and wrapped under sheets.
I decided on taking muscle relaxers and a whooooooole lot of painkillers. They have a very minor effect on the situation. I really want to get into the doctor or something and see if I can do anything about that. Because it gets worse every month, and I really don't want to continuously live through that.

I've been eating a lot lately. I ate some lasagna and a piece of cheesecake. Now I want a red barron pizza.

It's almost Friday!
Which is movienight in the park with Justin.
Then Disney!
Im so excited.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-02T15:19:00

2007-01-02T20:20:13Z

eyem nekkid.
lololololololololololololol

It's almost Friday!
And then we've got Saturday!
Which is Disney with Justin.

School tomorrow with my brand new custom made Z? purse (thankyou James!!!)
It's fantastical.

imma go clean.

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-01T04:02:00

2007-01-01T09:01:45Z

Create your own friendquiz here

crazy, right?

jupiter__green @ 2007-01-01T01:59:00

2007-01-01T07:23:18Z

Here's to Vodka and Tonic, screwdrivers and veggie burgers.
Ringing in the new year in my Ducks' jersey, wearing Justin's hat.

If I still had a drink in hand, I'd make a toast.

To Rachel, because I wouldn't be alive without her. For being my spine, my best friend and my other half. For giving me someone to look up to and see as an equal all the same. For being someone I can honestly say "I love her" and have no doubts, for always being there, for the green jello and pilgrim.

To my Justins.
For making sure my lunch is never lonely, for the Wintereenmas celebration plans, for nerding out with our gamer pride out with me.

For the piggyback rides, and the scroll screen fighter techniques in real life

For the nights on the ice and in the park, for the hat, for the smiles, for everything. I don't see you much, but I want to make it a point to say, even if you never see it, you mean a lot to me.

All in referrence to different Justins, Lord knows there's a lot of you.

To Mallory, because now I never have a reason to complain about being alone. For being the only girl here I can kick back and relax with. For being the reason I have to clean up my disgustingly clean room everytime you leave ;D. For knowing just how dorky I can be, and still want to be seen in public with me.

To Brent, for the countless late night conversations and even though they drive me nuts, I miss those 2am phonecalls that I never answer. For being a friend, and the giant "knock me over hugs" that I look forward to everytime I see you. For remembering me.

To Dylan, for being a shoulder to lean on and letting me be that in return, for listening, for the jokes, for hatin on whitey, for being such a sweetheart 24/7, for just being Dylan. It's a label in it's own.

To Jay, for the shits and giggles, for Jante, for racing pennies down a well and the whole 10 minutes you spent ranting about warped religion. For giving me something to look forward to, I always wanted to know you better.

And to my mom, for helping me to be everything that I am. For being there for me, no matter what. For doing more than the minimum. For the inside jokes and the free liquor. For everything, EVERYTHING. I love you, so incredibly much. I wouldn't be who I am today without her, and Im proud to say that she's my mom.

Happy New Years guys.
Have fun with the hangovers.

jupiter__green @ 2006-12-30T16:44:00

2006-12-30T21:57:52Z

Merry late Christmas.

My family didn't eat eachother alive this year.
Im happy about that.

I got a new desk, mp3 player, shitloads of movies, and random other things.

And Justin
omfg.
The one in my school, not the one I go ice skating with.
He bought me Kingdom Hearts 2 and Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories for the DS
then said
"I was going to buy you a DS Lite too but I figured that'd be a little overkill"

god kiddd.
That was really cool.

Im reeeally really excited to go to Disney with Justin (the ice skating one).
People have a hard time talking to me because I know so many Justins, it apparently gets confusing.

I wish I had some ruffles, with the ridges, and some of that cheddar cheese dip.

jupiter__green @ 2006-12-23T16:27:00

2006-12-23T21:47:48Z

This painting HAS to turn out nice.
I worked so hard on it.

I've felt physically ill since 10pm last night, and my appetite is all ner for the past 3 days. I've eaten 3 of those vanilla ice creams with chocolate coating and sucked on a Tangelo. Nothing really looks GOOD. So I ate a veggie burger. Then I threw it back up.

I can't wait for Christmaaaaassss.

jupiter__green @ 2006-12-23T04:37:00

2006-12-23T09:43:14Z

My mom needs to stop volunteering me for Christmas gifts. I don't like giving away personal paintings and artwork, for one, and two, I don't like doing them. It's rare that I'll do something like that for anybody, yet somehow, every year, my mom gets a load of people expecting some masterpiece.

It's not like I have an on/off switch people. I'll do something for you when I feel like it, you can't just demand it, let alone give me a deadline.
So unless Im being paid for it,
everyone needs to back offfff.

And on that note,
blending still sucks.

Brent bought me Robin Hood Men In Tights.
:D